“You are Forgiven”
Genesis 17:1-7
Romans 4:13-25
Beechmont Presbyterian Church
Rev. Debbie Blane
My visa has come
through and I am working on my airline tickets for beginning the journey back
to South Sudan. It is about a two to
three days journey. I will leave
Louisville one day and the next day or the day after I will be in Juba, the
capital of South Sudan.
I will be
returning to a war-torn country, still warring, not yet at peace. No one knows when, or if, peace will
come.
I teach theology
at the Nile Theological College in South Sudan.
The college used to be in a place called Malakal, near the border with
northern Sudan. Malakal was destroyed
early on in this civil war. So now the
college will be in Juba.
I teach
theology. I consider this is a
miraculous thing. I will again teach
theology to a group of students who are traumatized, wounded physically and
emotionally and spiritually, and who may hate each other depending on how deep
their tribalism reaches.
While I was not
evacuated from South Sudan with the war, many of my colleagues were. I left the country on December 13, 2013 to
have Christmas in Ethiopia; the violence broke out first in Juba on the 15th
of December. I missed it by a whisper.
When I left I
expected to back in South Sudan in a month, and I was to begin teaching again
soon after that. I was to teach the
Theology class of Sin and Salvation.
I see the irony in
this. Sin and Salvation. And the great great gift.
A people have been
plunged into evil darkness and I was to teach the class on Sin and Salvation.
Sin sucks a person
dry. It eats a person from the inside
out. Sin is hate. Sin is the desire for revenge. Sin is seeing one’s parents, one’s wife or
husband, one’s children, murdered in front of you. Sin is somehow escaping being murdered just
to spend the rest of your life figuring out how to find justice for those
murders. You want to murder the person
who murdered your people.
That is sin.
Salvation. That one is not quite as obvious.
There are the
folks that believe that saving a soul is salvation. This may well be a part of salvation, but it
is not the whole story. Not by a long
shot.
Salvation is
learning how to live again.
Salvation is
learning how to bare one’s soul to Christ and say,
This is it.
This is who I am
I sinned
I killed
I hated
I was not merciful
And I hurt so bad
now because of the things I did, the things that I thought, and the things that
I wanted – that sometimes I want to die.
Or I hurt so bad
now because of the things that were done to me, the things that I thought, and
the things that I wanted – that sometimes I want to do.
Sometimes
salvation is doing one of the hardest things of all.
Sometimes
salvation is knowing that we are forgiven.
Once we accept
that forgiveness, then salvation becomes forgiving ourselves.
The passages today
from our Scriptures tell us about God’s great, great faithfulness. The passages also reveal to us that the one
thing that really matters in the end is our own FAITH.
Abraham’s FAITH
was reckoned to him as righteousness.
Abraham was far from perfect. In
other parts of Genesis we find that Abraham at one point even passed off his
wife, Sarah, off as his sister to save his own skin in an uncomfortable
situation. He put her in danger because
he was afraid. And still God established
a covenant with Abraham.
Abraham and Sarah
took matters into their own hands when God was slow to provide the heir known
as Isaac. That chapter in our faith
history illustrates some very dysfunctional family dynamics and yet God still
established a covenant with Abraham.
In Romans, the
Apostle Paul reminds us about the story of Abraham and the covenant. This story is clearly important as a part of
our own faith story.
In the
Presbyterian Church membership is open to all who have been baptized in the
name of the Triune God. After baptism
the only requirement for membership is faith.
Do you believe in Jesus Christ?
Do you have faith in Jesus Christ?
There is an
understanding that everything, EVERYTHING, follows from that faith.
Confession of
sins.
Realization of how
that sin has defined one’s life and the lives of those around us.
A realization that
without Jesus Christ we are hollow shells of humanity.
Healing.
The most important
piece of the journey, what changes us and brings us to our knees is knowing
that:
WE ARE FORGIVEN.
We sin and we are
forgiven. The thing of it is that
eventually the forgiveness leads us to becoming new creations. That is, when we have faith in Jesus Christ
and we live our lives from that faith, eventually we will become different
people.
If I am an artist
I will probably still be an artist, the core of who we are is still there. The difference is how I see the world and the
people around me. I will see them from
the eyes of a person that has been forgiven and healed.
THIS is what I
will teach my students in South Sudan when I return to teach them about Sin and
Salvation.
Yes, you have done
some terrible things. Yes, you have had
some terrible things done to you. But
the whole time Jesus was with you. Not
preventing the things, but instead walking with you, holding you, loving
you. And in the midst of the very worst
of what you were doing, forgiving you.
And in the midst of the very worst that were being done to you,
forgiving the person doing it.
As hard as it is
to let go of the desire for revenge, our journey with Christ will enable us to
be able to do that eventually.
I thank God for
the messed up people that are portrayed in the faith stories in our Bible. Through their mistakes and the humanity that
is portrayed in their stories we can know that indeed even when we are the
worst that we can be, we are still loved and we are still FORGIVEN.
Do not sin so that
forgiveness abounds. Instead know that
the forgiveness and the healing that comes with that forgiveness will lead to
having less of a tendency to desire sin.
We are
forgiven. We are new people.
Thanks be to God!
Amen.
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