Wednesday, August 14, 2024

Hind Rajab 6 Years Old (In Memory Of)

 

Hind Rajab 6 years old

(In memory of)

8/19/2024

Debbie Blane

I was

An

Ordinary girl

With a wonderful

And ordinary life

Until I was left

In a car

With my dead aunt and uncle

And four cousins.

 

The Israeli defense force

Promised me safe passage

And the two

Brave ambulance drivers who were

Sent to retrieve me

To take me to my anxiously waiting mother.

 

They had been promised safe passage

2.

Until.

Until.

The snipers killed me in the backseat

Of the car

And the ambulance drivers

In the ambulance

When we were all supposed to be

 

Set free.

 

I have become a famous six year old martyr

In the world

Because my mother weeps

And I am gone

From my beloved gaza.

 

Now that you know who I am

I will tell you about the ordinary object.

It is an olive wood spoon.

I used to help my mother cook

By stirring things in a pot

With an olive wood spoon.

 

Guess where that spoon came from?

 

My family used to have olive wood groves

Our trees were old

Some of them could be

I don’t know….

Well,

Thousands of years old. 

 

Really.

 

Every year when the olives were picked

The loose olive wood was harvested

And kept to age

Then it was used to make oh so many

Beautiful

Things.

Like olive wood spoons

To stir my mother’s famous

Cooking

With.

 

Until.

Until.

Israel decided that the gaza strip

Could no longer breathe.

Trees have been

 

Destroyed

 

Pulled up by their roots

Chopped off at the bottom

Killed

Murdered

Like

Well,            like

                                            Me.

 

Have you ever held

An

Olive

Wood

Spoon?

?

?

 

They are beautiful.

Smooth.

The grain of the wood shows

And tells a story.

 

An ordinary object

That I held in my hand

That my father had carved

Just

For

Me

Out of the fallen

                                    Branch

                                                  Of

                                                          An

                                                                 Olive

                                                                               Wood

                                                                                              Tree.

 

 

 

 

 

 

Snakes, buttons or zippers

 

Snakes, buttons or zippers—1,2,

or all three

Or NONE.

Debbie Blane

8/8/2024

 

Who

 

Who

 

Who

       Will I be?

                ?????

When I finally leave my body

And cross the threshold to the

LAST FRONTIER?

 

What

 

What

 

What will I recognize of who I am now?

I know that existence is embodied

As well as Spirit,

So what will that embodiment look like

Feel like

When I leave this body

Behind?

 

When

 

When

 

When will I know that I am different?

That I have left

That I am in the new frontier?

Will there still be air that moves?

Will the stars be next to my hands and

   And my head?

 

Where

 

Where

 

Where will I find myself located?

Or will I have any sense of location

Will I just be a floating particle?

 

Why

 

Why

 

Why is it all such a mystery?

Snakes, buttons, zippers, and me

Are all made of the same building blocks

Is everything interchangeable in the end?

That is really the beginning?

 

I approach closer each day

To this mystery

Sometimes I think it will be a relief

To leave behind the pain of the world

The persecutions

The selfishness, the greed.

 

Of course it is also leaving behind the

   Beauty

The ocean

The sunset and sunrise

Human touch.

 

But is it?

Only God knows.

The God who created it all

From beginning to end

To …………….???????????