I am now in the midst of unpacking and finding places for things and deciding what must go -- to other homes and other people. I am also experiencing, again, the difference between the vision and what it takes to get to the end of the vision. Meaning, I can/could see this wonderful cozy home and new life; and now I have to do the work to get to that vision.
I no longer belong in either world, expat or repat. Or, I belong with a foot in both. Life will always be a bit strange here now; one of the ways that I experience this is in my vocabulary. Trying to remember a word, or an idiom, to express what I am wanting to share with someone. A recent confusion was paper clips, no, clothes pins....both things that hold things together....not being sure if clothes pin was the correct word for what I was searching for. Dish towels and cloths. The English language is complex and once I have left behind some of the holding everything taunt, sometimes the meaning or the nuance escapes me.
Blessings,
Debbie
I no longer belong in either world, expat or repat. Or, I belong with a foot in both. Life will always be a bit strange here now; one of the ways that I experience this is in my vocabulary. Trying to remember a word, or an idiom, to express what I am wanting to share with someone. A recent confusion was paper clips, no, clothes pins....both things that hold things together....not being sure if clothes pin was the correct word for what I was searching for. Dish towels and cloths. The English language is complex and once I have left behind some of the holding everything taunt, sometimes the meaning or the nuance escapes me.
Blessings,
Debbie